This is probably going to turn into a long and ranting post so don’t say I didn’t warn you.
I woke up this morning to find that our auto insurance company took a payment out of our account that wasn’t supposed to come out until the the 25th. My rent check had already been deposited and will bounce. I called the insurance company and they checked everything and found they made a mistake with the dates. They are refunding the money they took out but it will take 3 to 5 days but…. they will refund the bounced check charges from the bank. I will have to fax them a copy of the statement that shows the debits and charges from the 5th until they charged me for a bounced check.
This isn’t all…. I’m probably going to lose my gas, electric and cable soon. I can’t afford to pay any of them. I put an old TV and radio on Craigslist to sell and had several people interested but they evidently weren’t interested enough to show up like they said they would. I was counting on that money. Why do people do stuff like that??
There will be no money for any Florida vacations, food, cigarettes (yes.. I still smoke and do not want to quit), gas for the car or anything.
Andi is out of the Army and that “wonderful” institution has screwed her too. They kept her last pay. She has no money at all either. The baby is due very soon and she doesn’t even have diapers to put the baby in. She applied for unemployment but who knows how long that will take to kick in. Her stuff from Texas is supposed to be here this week and I don’t know if she’ll have the money to come from Pennsylvania to meet it. It needs to go into storage.. I don’t have room here to put it.
The Army will not pay for the birth of her baby unless she goes to a military base that has a hospital with a maternity ward. We are not close to any here and she’s not close to any in Pennsylvania. I’ve never said bad things about the Army while she was in but now that she’s out I can tell you that the Army sucks…. !!!!!!
I’m depressed, angry and almost wishing I were brave enough to do away with myself. I could never do that though. Today I was in the car and wishing that someone would cross the line and hit me head on and end all this crap.
There are still no job prospects on the horizon and I really want to give up hope. I don’t know if I’m going to be evicted or not have my lease renewed because I haven’t gotten a renewal to sign yet… it’s up the end of this month.
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